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I'd be miserable there...
He'd be gone most of the time, and I'd be all alone in a new place that I don't know.
Plus, cost of living there is super high.
He was sad, but ok with my decision.
He also said the offer is still there if I change my mind.
He'd be gone most of the time, and I'd be all alone in a new place that I don't know.
Plus, cost of living there is super high.
He was sad, but ok with my decision.
He also said the offer is still there if I change my mind.
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It's been awhile, DeviantArt.
Things have definitely gotten much better since the last time I was on here.
I moved out of Texas, which was basically a hell-hole.
I now live in Colorado, with my boyfriend.
My little bro came with us too!
Freya (my cat) is happy here and everything is great :)
I haven't been this happy in sooooooooooo long.
How do I fix this...
If I had never met this one person, I’d be completely different. I’d be much better.
I mean, I wouldn’t have met a few friends, (that aren’t even really friends anymore) But I’d also not be fucked up. He fucked me up.
After him, I had so many more insecurities (even though when we were together-when I didn’t have the new ones- he would get mad at me for not being confident)
After him, my mind jumps to “he’s cheating” until I remind myself not everyone is like he was.
After him, I am constantly worried if I’m boring or being annoying. He left me because he was bored. (he also did
Crappy day.
Yesterday, I hurt someone's feelings on accident...
I tried to be silly,
but they weren't in a silly mood,
so instead it came off as rejection.
Normally, we are silly a lot,
but this time was different,
and I should have caught onto it but I didn't.
I didn't know I hurt their feelings until like an hour later,
and I felt so bad.
I still feel bad.
So bad, that I don't even want to talk to them in fear of annoying them.
I would never do anything to hurt them on purpose...
They are very important to me.
They say they get over things quickly,
but I don't know...
I feel like they're still upset.
Today is just a bad day.
Feeling numb
I'm ok.
A little depressed right now, but that's ok.
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