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Fake.
    Part One:
Courage.
Strength in the face of grief or pain.
I hold my ground with a fearless face...
At least on the outside.
Wisdom.
Having experience, knowledge, and good judgement.
I received good grades, and I have common sense,
But those don't matter too much.
Power.
Possession of authority or influence over others.
I have some sway over my close friends.
By some, I mean a minuscule amount.
    Part Two:
Cowardice.
Fear that makes you unable to do what is right or expected.
I cannot deal with confrontation of any kind,
And my strength is fake.
Asininity.
Foolish, unintelligent, or silly.
I see the best in everyone, believing it'll turn out differently.
Even though I am wrong. Every. Single. Time.
Timidity.
Lacking in self assurance; shy.
I am not a leader, I'm a quiet follower.
Though I hold my head high and feign confidence.
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Literature
Vision
I look to the past and I see
My face has changed:
Not for the better,
But for the worse.
I check the mirror and notice
My face is a distortion
Of what it used to be:
Of youth and innocence.
I dream of returning
To that pretty face,
So ignorant and naive.
I wish to turn back time.
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Literature
A Pretty Short Poem
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
And sad to say, I'm naive.
I have a darkness in my heart,
But carry kindness in my pockets.
No matter how exhausting the dark,
I know somewhere, there is a spark
Of hope for me, and you, and them.
So, I will forever trek on.
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Literature
Writer's Block
Go away, go away,
I don't want you here.
I'm tired of your whispering,
And hissing in my ear.
Telling me that I'm no good,
My creativity gone.
I know it's there, it's buried,
Under some junk--okay, a ton.
Just leave me alone,
And go away,
I have some digging to do...
No matter what you say.
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Literature
Blurry
Days, weeks, months, and years,
Pass me by in the blink of an eye.
Every second blurred with the next,
Boring, grey, and monotone.
But suddenly, a flash of color,
The minutes sharp and clear,
A dash of red among the grey,
Shining through the blur;
Splashed across, bright and bold,
Bringing light to the dark.
But now, it's back to blurred and grey,
The spark just had to leave;
I'll wait here as days fly by,
Just to catch the light again.
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Literature
Beautiful
Beauty is in the
Eye of the beholder...
And yet, the media says otherwise.
Unique isn't beautiful.
Tall and thin is beautiful.
In other words, we
Feel ugly and
Unwanted, due to the media's
Lies.
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Literature
Stress
Struggling To Remain Even Slightly Sane.
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Literature
In the Computer Screen
Today is a day,
So very rare;
When I see my reflection,
My judgement is fair.
Instead of seeing
All of my flaws,
I looked at me,
And liked what I saw!
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Literature
Empty
My memories are slipping
Away from me;
Out of my mind
Like wisps of smoke.
I can't remember the time
I first met you;
When or where,
Or what shirt you wore.
I can not,
For the life of me
Remember your voice,
Which always soothed my troubles.
I only remember the exact details
Of your smiling face
Because of the pictures I have;
They are everywhere.
I don't want to forget anything:
Your voice, your eyes,
Your beautiful smile;
I'm afraid of forgetting your hugs.
I'm so scared of forgetting you;
My memory is terrible,
But if I forget you,
A part of me will die.
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Literature
Shattered Porcelain
Heart of glass,
Skin of stone.
How she broke?
No one's known.
Her shell is chipped,
But she's so strong;
The porcelain cracked,
What went wrong?
She had broken
From the inside out.
The glass was shattered,
Oh, but how?
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Literature
L.O.V.E.
"Love" ruins us,
One heart after the next.
Very hard to heal, when,
Everyone is out to hurt you.
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Literature
Masked
There are some things
That you should know,
But they are so deeply hidden,
They could take forever to show.
At first it's invisible,
I'm actually quite shy:
Pretending my confidence
And I'm not sure why...
All I do is wear a mask
Through the night and every day,
My eyes hold painful tears
But I never let them stay.
My veins have seen some better times:
Having felt the cruel slice
Of a cool, sharp, point...
Pressed deep once or twice.
It's dangerous to be alone;
My demons come out to play,
Leaving poisonous thoughts
As they make me their prey.
Last but not least,
I get so very sad, you see,
The "why" is still unknown.
But anyway...that's me.
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Shattered.
Shattered.
My heart you wanted to hold in your hands.
I was reluctant to hand over something so very delicate,
But I grew to love those hands and their owner.
And so, I gave it to you; your's to keep if you so wished.
You seemed to treasure it so, and that, filled me with happiness unlike any other.
I thought I would never need it back.
But then you grew careless, and it fell.
You dropped it on the floor, only to shatter before my feet.
Now I kneel here; left to pick up the shards and pieces alone.
And as I do, I am cut;
I bleed;
And cry.
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Shattered
I would break every mirror
so I wouldn't see myself,
so I wouldn't tremble with horror,
so I wouldn't ask for help.
She is a monster;
she would rip me open,
she would burn me 'til I shiver,
and she would do it all over again.
Now I have broken every mirror,
every jagged piece is scattered.
But she's everywhere.
Bleak, I wait to be murdered.
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Shattered
Shattered, broken,
In pieces on my knees
Dirty, filthy,
With the denial of my needs
My voice lost!
My voice drowned!
My voice tossed away,
There is no sound!
                  (sound)
                   (sound)
Shattered, burning,
From a fire deep within
Hotter, and hotter,
I have burned for all my sins
My voice ignored!
And with my voice I'm bored!
I don't want to speak anymore!
I forget what I was speaking for...
Shattered, betrayed,
Into my soul I fall
I close, behind me,
The doors to my hallowed hall
My voice is silent!
My voice is in chains!
All my thoughts arrested,
Only a hint of memory remains!
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                                  Perfect Strangers.
                                 We started talking,
                                get to know eachother,
                             time passed pulling us closer,
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Cassie
Artist | Hobbyist | Other
United States
I work at Fright Night Haunted House and I love scaring people <3
Here's my tumblr, which has ALL of my Horror pictures. creepy-casper.tumblr.com/


Live each day like it could be your last, because it just might be.

Hakuna Matata!

PS: If you look at my gallery, The first three folders are the best ones to look at. Kinda just ignore the others, they contain everything else. The good stuff and the poorly written stuff. So just look at the first three. Thanks!

And then below this is my main tumblr.
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If I had never met this one person, I’d be completely different. I’d be much better.

I mean, I wouldn’t have met a few friends, (that aren’t even really friends anymore) But I’d also not be fucked up. He fucked me up.

After him, I had so many more insecurities (even though when we were together-when I didn’t have the new ones- he would get mad at me for not being confident)

After him, my mind jumps to “he’s cheating” until I remind myself not everyone is like he was.

After him, I am constantly worried if I’m boring or being annoying. He left me because he was bored. (he also did that to the girl after me)

After him, I’m afraid to talk about how I feel about situations. Because he turned them around on me and made me feel so small…

After him, I worry that this person that clearly loves me, doesn’t, and has ulterior motives.

After 4 or 5 years, I still feel worthless.

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If I had never met this one person, I’d be completely different. I’d be much better.

I mean, I wouldn’t have met a few friends, (that aren’t even really friends anymore) But I’d also not be fucked up. He fucked me up.

After him, I had so many more insecurities (even though when we were together-when I didn’t have the new ones- he would get mad at me for not being confident)

After him, my mind jumps to “he’s cheating” until I remind myself not everyone is like he was.

After him, I am constantly worried if I’m boring or being annoying. He left me because he was bored. (he also did that to the girl after me)

After him, I’m afraid to talk about how I feel about situations. Because he turned them around on me and made me feel so small…

After him, I worry that this person that clearly loves me, doesn’t, and has ulterior motives.

After 4 or 5 years, I still feel worthless.
Yesterday, I hurt someone's feelings on accident...
I tried to be silly,
but they weren't in a silly mood,
so instead it came off as rejection.
Normally, we are silly a lot,
but this time was different,
and I should have caught onto it but I didn't.
I didn't know I hurt their feelings until like an hour later,
and I felt so bad.
I still feel bad.
So bad, that I don't even want to talk to them in fear of annoying them.
I would never do anything to hurt them on purpose...
They are very important to me.
They say they get over things quickly,
but I don't know...
I feel like they're still upset.
Today is just a bad day.
  • Listening to: Crazy=Genius- Panic at the Disco
I'm ok.
A little depressed right now, but that's ok.
  • Listening to: Emperor's New Clothes- Panic at the Disco
I'd be miserable there...
He'd be gone most of the time, and I'd be all alone in a new place that I don't know.
Plus, cost of living there is super high. 
He was sad, but ok with my decision.
He also said the offer is still there if I change my mind.

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SukiMisaki Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thx for watching!^^:heart::huggle:<3
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Thank you so much for the watch Blow kiss Rui Kiss Icon 

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Epicaracacy Featured By Owner May 26, 2016  Student Writer
Thanks again for all those faves :O
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Zeeba13 Featured By Owner May 27, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
I had to go through and see what I missed all this time I've been away o: 
You're still an amazing writer :)
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Epicaracacy Featured By Owner May 28, 2016  Student Writer
Thankyou <3 i feel like i've gotten a little rusty recently though. i only write every so often now
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Zeeba13 Featured By Owner May 30, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
More than I write haha! Keep up the good work :D
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Epicaracacy Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2016  Student Writer
Thanks for all those favourites zeebs :D
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Zeeba13 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
w00t! 
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:3
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